I hate being a girl, and I hate being so emotional. My parents and my bestfriends are the last people on this earth that i want to fight with. I hate crying i hate having puffy eyes and I hate how much my parents rub it in that im a bitch. I hear it enough i dont need to hear it from you. I hate how stupid they think i am cause it hurts like fucking hell to hear that. I spend so much of my time acting strong and independent that when they do fight with me, i break down like no one else would know. i hate this. i hate this i hate this. I hate having swollen eyes, and hyperventillating because of a fight over something this stupid. I hate crying and seeing things on different levels and the unfairness of it all. I hate that im missing practice, when i knew that going to dance would help me get my anger out. seriously not the best week for me, and i hate it.